Sambhali, June Ending!

Some reports and introduction from our current volunteers and some news!

Ahsan Dharani

Sambhali Trust

Singapore

First Impression Report

June 5^th to July 31^st

I came to India two weeks ago as a Non-Resident Indian from Singapore, with the hope of reconnecting myself with the culture of my forefathers. My first experience at the Guest House was dinner with Govind and some other volunteers. I must say that the food that night was rather excellent and Govind and his family's hospitality had only increased my excitement to work in Sambhali Trust. The first day of work involved meeting the girls and an overview of what was expected of me during my tenure at the organization. I was told that I would be required to work on the proposal for a microfinance project in Setrawa, a village some 100 kilometers away from Jodhpur. Since that day, I have routinely met up with the girls at the school up stairs and helped out with classes, along with having my lunch with them, and have worked on the proposal with two other volunteers.

I has been an interesting first week, having met many people in the microfinance industry, and also the other guests and volunteers staying at the guest house. The weather has been crazy; the heat, the sandstorms, and the rain following the sandstorms have made this trip all the more riveting. I look forward to conducting a class of my own with the girls, and finishing this proposal to the best of my ability.

Ms. Ibtissam
Paris,France
arrival 7th June
Departure 22 June

First Impression:

I was in Uttarakhand, volunteering for an organization when I found out about the Sambhali Trust organization. I was immediately very interested in knowing more about the work made by Sambhali.

I called Govinder Singh Rathore and we talked a little bit about Sambhali and about the way I could take part to this wonderful project. Govinder sounded so passionate and so lovely, I was really excited and couldn’t wait to reach Jodhpur and get started.

When I arrived, my first impression was beyond any expectation I had. The work performed by Sambhali is really impressive. And the girls are absolutely fantastic. They are lively, sweet, curious and smart : working with them is a real pleasure, and actually lots of funs. We speak, laugh, eat, and learn together, I really feel that there is an exchange between me and them. Through our English classes or our improvised dancing sessions, I feel that they learn from me just as much as I learn from them, and that makes me happy. I wish I could spend even more time with them.

Final Impression:

After two wonderful yet too short weeks with Sambhali, I am on my way to Delhi before flying back to Paris in a week.I have loved every single moment I spent with the girls, chatting away, sharing lunch, teaching English or even dancing during their “play time”.It is actually difficult to leave them now, as I started to get very close to them.When coming I wasn’t sure my presence will be very helpful as I was staying for a very short time, but I received good feedback from the girls who after just a couple of weeks managed to learn some things, clarify some issues they had with the English tenses for instance, or just felt more comfortable speaking the language. So I feel now that even if it is not much, it actually helped some of these girls.They appreciated the efforts I have put in my classes and they even learned some things: I couldn’t ask for more.Therefore, I would encourage anyone to contribute in their own way, even though it seems to be just a little, all these initiatives put together can make a difference

I also had a great time with Govind’s family and crew at Durag Niwas. Everyone has been so lovely and helpful, and made my stay and my whole experience even better. Through them, I discovered the beauty of the Rajput culture and their hospitality.When I planned my trip to India, I had no clue I would end up in Jodhpur, Rajasthan to spend some time with Sambhali. I feel really grateful that I found out about this organization and that Govind gave me the opportunity to be part of it for some time. I will never forget what I have experienced here with Mukta, Govind and The Sambhali girls, and I really hope I can come back someday.

Surabhi Agrawal

June 5- July 31

America

Having always lived in the city, I was excited to work with the Sambhali Trust on the Setrawa Project and experience village life. The organization aims to work with issues concerning women’s empowerment and education for the young girls. However, no amount of prior reading prepared me for my first visit to the village. Before arriving, I was told that the girls were looking forward to meeting me, especially because I spoke Hindi. When I first arrived at the school with six other interns from the Foundation for Sustainable Development, I saw the girls peeking through the gaps in the fence and the women watching me from their veils. They looked around shyly as they greeted us with a Marwari song concerning the importance of education.

Soon they were asked to show us around the village and then I was overwhelmed as all the girls crowded around me, thrilled at the opportunity. They held my hands, told me their names, pointed their homes along the way, took me to the local temple and broadly grinned as we took pictures. As I talked to them that afternoon, I started learning about the beauty, innocence and eagerness that filled these girls. As I returned to Jodhpur that day, I became nervous as I realized I would be teaching these forty girls for the next two months even though I had no previous experience in teaching.

Three days later, I left with Govindji, the founder of Sambhali, to Setrawa and spend my first week there. I was very excited about sleeping on the roof, as the rooms are not friendly to the hot summer months. Each morning I was awaken by the sound of the peacocks as the sun gradually reached my side on the roof. The week started with Usha, the current teacher, and I shifting the school to a new location. All the girls helped with the setting of the new school and in just two days we were ready to begin our first lesson. After some review of what they knew, the girls were ready for me to give them a test. I was awed by their willingness and determination to learn and the sincerity with which they came to class.

As I stayed in the village for the week, I started learning from the other families about the situations in the village. Sambhali wants to begin a microfinance project in Setrawa and I am looking forward to conducting interviews for the women who want to be part of this effort. Additionally, I am looking towards developing a more sustainable project in the village dealing with smokeless stoves and solar energy. The ideas for these projects came as I visited families for dinner and watched them cook in kitchens that filled with smoke as the wood burned in open air. Also, often times the power in the school would go out during the day and it would be difficult teaching a classroom full of girls without a working fan in the desert heat. I am excited about further researching these projects, assessing their need and capacity to function in the village, and most of all working with the girls in the upcoming months.

Ms. Karen Fan
NY, USA
13th of June- 13th of August

Few days ago a cat with two kittens made our home their home, one night i could not sleep and it was about 4.00am and i saw them in the little garden outside our home, I took some nice pictures( well not as good as national geography ;) but i hope you like them.






Due to sickness of Mumy and grand ma, and less tourist we made a little prayer ceremony for 5 days, the last day of the prayer the whole family sat together and thanked god for everything that we have been given.
one Stormy night ,after the sand storms crossed our city, proceeding toward Udaipur, i came out with the camera to catch it going, it was beautiful.

my cousin's marriage !

Khamaghani Dear Readers,

Family:

My first cousin (my father’s older brother’s son) living next door got married on this 17^th of June.

myself-my cousin sister(Hanu)-the groom(my cousin brother,Bhanu)-Shakti and our youngest cousin Chotu

In the picture above are my first cousin's and myself, the only one missing in the picture is our Aunty's son.

Everybody from my father’s side were invited and were there celebrating from the 14^th of June , since the celebrations started lunar calendar vise, we went with about 60 people 450 kilometers away from Jodhpur for the marriage ceremony at the bride’s home near Jhunjhunu town. The bride’s side are from a different area then our in western rajasthan, hospitality, dialects and accents were a big problem for a lot of us (their accent is little harsh), anyways the family went out of their way for us the groom’s side to have as much comfort as possible.

Grand ma is doing well and is recovering from the lungs infection, Mumy and Mukta are well,in the marriage they wore very nice clothes that my designed by my friend Kamlesh .Ayush had great fun meeting many of his second and third cousins at the different parties for the marriage.

All our long term guest and volunteers were invited at the different occasions.

Ladies performing the rajputi folk dance on the first day of the marriage ceremony which started 3 days before the groom going to the bride's house to bring her to his home and make all the marriage ceremony.

The Dholi Caste musicians,present to praise the pride rajput men and women by singing folk songs ( they take all the money which is rotated over the heads of people at the ceremonies ,this procedure takes all the evil (bad eye) from the person with the bribe(money) goes to the musicians, the superstition says that these dholi("untouchables",Dalit)people has no harm in taking evil from the people in the ceremony.

We invited groom and all the guest at Dinner at our home(as per tradition, groom or bride are invited with their guest for dinner at their relatives)

Volunteers at sambhali and other long term guest at dinner

Male members of the family ,having some drinks before dinner on the terrace

Ladies from the family performing folk dance

Groom and some other members of the family dancing with Ibittsam(volunteer with sambhali)

My aunty and her husband, they live in Jaislmer, the couple is rarely seen dancing together,as men and women do not interact in public

My aunty offering , my friend virendra some whiskey

Mumy,Pintu(one of the managers at the guest house)with shakti's friend's wife.

Groom's mother with young male members of the family ,which is legal ;)

My Aunty

Groom and Mother

My first cousin from Jaislmer(aunty's son) his daughter's traditional dressed

Mukta getting ready for the ceremony (2nd day)before groom went to the bride's house, power cut, in candle light, i thought i would share this picture.

Mother of the Groom at a ceremony of departure, giving blessings to her son by breast feeding, this ceremony means that bringing new lady in the family he should not forget the love his mother has for him and that he is still her child.

last bachelor bite from mother

On the way to the bride's house, i took some road side impressions.

Bride's house- bride's family in front of the groom, making prayers and welcoming ceremony

A dancing horse, in front of the grooms procession

Bride's mother welcoming the groom

Dinner organized by the bride's family for the grooms family and friend

My cousin and myself

Shakti

After the marriage ceremony, groom coming out of the bride's house with the bride.

on return to Jodhpur, a massive dinner was organised for the family and friends from the groom's side

my father's older brother and myself, welcoming guest at the party on the main door to the venue

Bride with Groom's mother(

My cousin(groom's sister)

All the married ladies of our family and groom's mother side(mukta 3rd from left ,in pink veil)

Shakti, Ayush and Myself

Well i dont know what you think of this picture, but i had to put myself into these for the wedding, it was soooo hot!

We invited the groom and his family, about 40 members for wine and dine one night, we has music arranges, same night we has horrible sand storm that nobody has ever seen or hear of, at 6.00pm it was sooo dark and loud that hardly anybody could see or hear, trees fall down , some people, animals and birds died .

Also something very quickly happened, those who know of my beautician aunties, the younger one got married (arranged) with a wonderful man living in Jaipur on the 8^th of June, it was all done very quietly, and the husband didn’t want much pomp and show

Everyday it is hot and stormy, crazy, I must admit.

Sambhali Trust:

What shall I write, I am nervous, I am excited, I am shopping like a crazy maniac, well I have proposed Ma’am Ernestine few months back if I could come to Austria with her help to make a presentation of Sambhali for Soziale Initiative (our partner NGO in Austria), it is like dream coming true for me to represent Sambhali on an International platform, I didn’t know this whole will happen soo quickly and I got invited, I have a visa and a plane ticket. I will leave India on the 25 early in the morning for Zurich where Margret will pick me up and take me to Linz where we stay till the 30^th, on this day we leave for Tyrol and stay there for a night to break our journey to Biel, Maxi has invited us over for dinner and most probably some guest who have joined Rajput cultural adventures trips, same night after dinner we go to Margaret’s home and on the 2^nd July we go to make a presentation for the commission of Basel in Switzerland.

With the blessings of friends, family and especially our participants I will be able to do this presentation and I must say that without the help of all volunteers sambhali would not have come to this level.

Some of my very dear international family members and friend besides Mr and Mrs. Jansen and Mr and Mrs. Vonk and few others busy with work are coming to attend the presentation. I am soo much looking forward to this get together so that they can all get to know each other . I am looking forward to stand on this platform to speak about Sambhali and for bringing Sambhali some publicity. Please pray god that I don’t make any mistake because for the first time I am making something like this. Please wish me luck.

Some First Impression reports from our volunteers

Ms. Surabhi- Setrawa Project

Mr. Ahsan- Jodhpur Project

Ms. Ibittsam- Jodhpur Project

Ms. Karen –Jodhpur Project

Durag Niwas Guest House:

Not many guest and not many reservations like last year and hopefully the tourism will pick up later in July. We built a small closed water outlet around the courtyard so that when it rains the water can go under ground to the water outlet of the house, now we have enough place for everybody to sit when its raining on the ground floor in the lobby.

Rajput Cultural Adventures:

No guest at for the tours this October trip, I hope after my trip to Austria and Switzerland I will be able to promote the work, but Maxi and Margret has proposed me guest for a trip in 2010, I wish to operate one this year when maxi is not coming to be little bit more independent and experience leading group on my own.

Friend of Sambhali Trust's Present!

Khamaghani Dear Readers,
I would like to share with you the present MS. Catherine Vibert and Mr.Arthur Vibert has given to the Sambhali Trust. Please have a look at this amazing work.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OryYtYMh_2w&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fcatvibe.blogspot.com%2F2009_05_01_archive.html&feature=player_embedded

Thank you Cat and i hope your step will help us to make change in the lives of many.

June2008

Dear Readers,
Recently the sand storms have become stronger, clouds everyday. Little or no rain some times. Succeeded in making some pictures that i would like to share with you.

Family:
Grand ma is back from hospital, she has no cancer, we are soo thankful to god, she has some fungal breathing problem, with the time and medicine it shall be Okay or a little operation for lungs. Mumy is doing well, very lazy due to heat, mukta is busy looking after the older ladies of the family, ayush is enjoying his summer vacations, as you can see below that Shakti is doing all right.

My first cousin next door to us (my father's elder brother's son) got engaged few days back some pics after the ceremony.(my cousine in yellow turban)

Shakti and Myself

My cousine's name is Bhanu Pratap singh, he will get married on the 17th of June, we (as grooms party) will go to 450 kilometer, some where near Jaipur to bring the bride.

My Aunty and Myself on the way back from Udaipur few weeks backGuest House:
All the rooms have coolers this year but no tourists at all. i have removed all the trimmings etc (decorations) it looks empty but who ever has come has liked it the way it is. In July i will redecorate the house.

Sambhali:
MS. Hajin has left for America; the annual report will be attached to this post. Girls are enjoying the karate class; the graduates are working hard learning the stitching. The newer batch is learning embroideries and adjusting with the older and semi older batches. Just few weeks before the elections of Member of Parliament (M.P), Jodhpur His Highness’s sister Baijilal CHandresh Kumari Ji was fighting for MP, she came to our street for addressing the shepherd community people, on this occasion, our sambhali girls went and garlanded her and His Highness Jodhpur, presented her some Sambhali Documents and wished her luck for winning, she won with maximum votes and is representing western Rajasthan in Parliament of India. This June we have some new interns coming through FSD organization. One of the interns Ms.Saurabhi Agarwal for Setrawa project and Mr.Dharani for the Jodhpur project.

Narega Femine Relief program by government on the way to Setrawa in a village

Setrawa Project participants poster on the wall at the school

Final Impression from Ms. Hajin Jun

It is hard to believe that my three weeks at Sambhali Trust have drawn to a close. It has been an incredible journey, challenging many times, but transformative all the same.
I can see very clearly the trajectory of change both for me and my students. My first lesson was not exactly the epitome of pedagogical finesse, with my over-ambitious, unrealistic lesson plan, my lack of preparation for the difficulties posed by teaching with a language barrier, and my sense of frustration and anxiety when things didn’t go as I planned. I think I’ve come a long way since then. I have learned to take things as they come and realized that rarely anything goes exactly to plan. In fact, the lessons that didn’t go as planned became opportunities to interact with my students, learn bits of Hindi (I still cause fits of giggles with my Hindi) and of Indian culture. I have also realized that it was wrong of me to recreate my experience learning art to here. It was really quite ignorant and pretentious of me to think that I could introduce Western style of art in the Western way in which it is taught. I am indeed in India, and it is I who should adapt, not the other way around. Most of all, I wrongly underestimated my students’ desire to learn to draw as well as their potential to develop their skills in such a short amount of time. Some students came and went, but for those who stayed in the class, I can see definitive growth in their skills. Even if they are not yet at the level of accurately translating what they see to paper (which requires much time, practice and patience), they have begun to critically analyze what they see. Moreover, the lessons which were able to be translated into Hindi have greatly improved the girls’ drawing skills (ex. self-portraits and perspective). In addition, what brings me most joy as a novice teacher is when the girls work on pieces at their homes on their own initiatives and bring them excitedly to class to show me. The drawings in colored pencil that Roshni has done are very promising, and the designs the girls draw are really quite exquisite. I would not be able to do what they do with designs. As for my lofty initial goals of helping girls produce beauty and see beauty in themselves, they are perhaps too personal and subtle of changes for me to evaluate over so short a span of time. I do, however, see small victories. For instance, there is one student in my class named Reika who is painfully shy. According to Tamanna, the sewing teacher, she had never heard Reika speak. In the beginning, Reika also had the habit of erasing many of her drawings and waiting for me to come over and help. Now, she leaves her work unerased, calls me over to show me her work, and I am sometimes even successful in persuading her to smile for the camera. One of my goals for volunteering for Sambhali Trust had been to learn how a grass-roots NGO operates day-to-day and meets the needs facing its community. The most important thing I have realized is the importance of working within the local context and having a deep cultural awareness and understanding. For instance, in the beginning of my volunteering experience, I found myself getting frustrated with the sporadic and unpredictable internet access, the lack of an office or a desk to work on and what is affectionately (or exasperatedly) referred to as Indian time. I look back and reflect how silly those frustrations were, and that Sambhali functions and thrives even in spite of those things. What I consider necessary for my optimal productivity doesn’t necessarily translate here, nor does it have to. If I ever work for an international NGO I will keep this lesson in mind. In addition, while working on the report for the Sherni Project, I had to modify many of the principles of microfinance I learned to work in a setting like Setrawa. It is so important to keep projects local, and develop close local contacts. While there are areas in which Sambhali Trust can grow and improve, I continue to be impressed with its passion and commitment to change the lives of marginalized girls. Because of Sambhali’s work helping girls develop self-esteem and confidence, one would never imagine just how far they’ve come, what kind of pain and challenges they’ve had to overcome. Every student here has a story, a story becoming more hopeful and triumphant with the support of this organization. Perhaps what is so bold about what the Trust does is its staunch refusal to define the girls as society does. One isn’t merely a Dalit, an unwanted daughter, a child of a sex worker. Each student here is an individual endowed with unbounded potential and a right to a full and happy life.

I think the thought of helping GLBT is Ending on my end!

GLBT, GLBT, GLBT ………… (Gays, Lesbian, Bi-sexual and transgender)

Never again!

Since the first GLBT meet up failed very badly because of the insecurity amongst the joining members, they were scared of coming out to a place publicly, since than I figured out to go to a cruising area where I could have met some more people who could have come to the next GLBT meet up. I covered my face and went out to this place at around 2 pm in the afternoon, I walked a little while and could not see anybody ahead or behind me until I saw two tall boys with covered faces coming towards me from distance, this place is not far from my home and is situated at some railway tracks, the boys started to stare at me and one after a while walked towards me and asked me what I was doing there, I said I was waiting for a friend, he said they don’t think I am here to see a friend but there for some other reason(seeking sex or something), instd of making it more complicated or something I explained them what I was there for, and to my surprise the other guy also walked over and insisted I took my face cover away, I did as requested, they said that they are there for beating people up who are GLBT and I was there to help them, I got shocked and little scared because there was nobody around I could call for help.

They started talking to me about how they have tortured men over there before and what bad they could do to me. They made me sit on some rock and asked me several questions about me and wished me to give them some money or they would not let me go and beat me up. I was soo frightened that I could not talk, I did not carry any money on me , they saw me with my ear rings(gold) a hand bracelet(silver) and asked me to take them off and hand them over to them. I had no choice and I did as asked, than I was asked to stand up, I did as asked , they checked my pockets and got their hand on my mobile phone, they said they wanted to see what it was and this time I was standing towards the path to this place, I turned around and started to walk, the boys started to follow me and kept on threatening me that they would hurt me and they wont let me go out of there so easy like this, I walked faster and pretended I was calling somebody for help, the guys turned around and started running away, I was so relived that they ran away.

Worst time of my life, I will never forget this incident, I was sooo scared that I was shivering, this people in poverty and no access to the material world, could have harmed me with knife or any such thing I could notice they had.

I am happy and thankful to the God and my Guardian angels that nothing that harmful happened to me and that I came back home safe, they could have done worse to me, I am still shocked from the horrifying stories they were telling me of what they do to GLBT people coming to this place for cruising.

Mid May!

Khamaghani Dear Readers,

Oh it is Hot 46 degrees + in the sun, plants drying, nobody on the streets in mid day.
Durag Niwas Guest House:
No tourists at all, the guest house is empty besides few long term guest volunteering with sambhali and other NGO's, we have fixed new air coolers in every room, this summer i am planning to convert one hall upstairs into a room so that we can have more rooms in the guest house.

Family:
Mumy is well, Family is happy, Ayush has summer vacations from School, Grand ma has been admitted in the hospital, she has some fluid collection in her chest and has breathing problems, we all hope she does well and come home soon.
Sambhali Trust:
One day walking in the play ground behind our house, I saw Karate instructor teaching some little kids, i thought this maybe good for our girls to participate with, here you go below, our girls enjoy the karate class everyday.

Report by

Ms.Hajin Jun

Duration of Stay: 5/11/09 – 5/28/09

University of Michigan, 2011

Candidate for B.A. in Political Science and History

First Impression

Whether good or bad, I came to India without set expectations of what I will experience here, the people I will meet, the work that I will be doing. My thoughts? Anxiety? Excitement? Perhaps more aptly, a sense of wonder and disbelief that I am actually in India.

Two things have made a great impression on me during my first few days here in India: meeting the girls at Sambhali Trust, and a late-night conversation with Govind when I was still jet-lagged. Govind had brought me to meet the girls almost immediately after I arrived at the Durag Niwas Guesthouse. The girls were incredibly welcoming and sweet, and my only regret is that I don’t speak any Hindi, even despite my rather desperate attempts to learn using a Hindi phrasebook. They seem very eager to learn, and brimmed with pride as each told me her name and age in English. There is such beauty and potential in each of the girls.

Later, I was also able to have a very interesting conversation with Govind about Indian society, the caste system and the work that Sambhali does and hopes to do in the future. I’m starting to learn that despite the polished international image India projects of rapid economic growth and development, it still confronts many challenges that are especially acute here. Perhaps even more than the immensity of the issues that need to be addressed, I see the kind of passion that drives Sambhali Trust as well as other NGOs working for social justice in India.

Upon discussion with Govind, I have decided that during my stay here I will teach an introductory art class and write a proposal for a microfinance project for women in Setrawa.

Art report by Ms.Hajin Jun

Teaching an art class wasn’t something that had been planned my arrival in India, but something that came organically out of a discussion with Govind about skills/ hobbies I have to possibly offer the girls here. To be honest, I was a bit hesitant at first about teaching the class. I came to India to learn about women’s empowerment, and I wasn’t exactly sure how an art class might fit into that. I had to reflect and ask myself, what does it mean to be empowered? How does one empower another person? And even, what is art, what has art meant to me in my life, and how might learning art benefit the girls at Sambhali?

A friend of mine referred to the works of Naila Kabeer, a prominent women’s rights activist, and according to Kabeer, empowerment is the ability to make choices—the power to choose one’s livelihood, habitation, and perhaps even thoughts and worldview. I am not yet sure what empowerment looks like in the context of Rajasthani culture, how exactly the two are reconciled to better the lives of women, but my understanding is that empowering another means helping the person develop and realize the means and skills necessary to make the important decisions in life.

The question remains, how can art help? What place does an ability to draw have considering the very real and sometimes daunting challenges these girls face every day in their lives? Does it not seem a bit frivolous? Would not something like English classes be more practical? Personally, learning about art changed the way I perceive my environment and the outside world. It has made me aware of the beauty often hidden in ordinary things, plain things, overlooked things. And learning how to draw gave me the sense that not only can I perceive beauty, but that I can create it. So is it possible that through art classes I can help these girls also see beauty in their surroundings and in themselves? That even despite the challenges they face, they can find and create beauty in their lives as well. I hope that by learning art, the girls will be able to create things they are proud of and build confidence in their own abilities.

In my classes, I have taught lessons on lines, shading, texture and perspective. I have used materials and resources that are readily available here: the girls’ own hands, a piece of cloth, cups and bowls from the Guesthouse. The main point I have been trying to stress to the girls was to draw what they see, not what they think they see. However, I willingly admit that things haven’t always been easy or triumphant. The difficulties in trying to teach with a language barrier are considerable. It is hard to gauge how much of my instructions and explanations are really being understood. The girls seem to understand my demonstrations, when I physically point out the different shapes and lines, and draw it on my page, but I think they still need to develop the skills and the confidence in their skills to draw. They like admiring what I draw, but I seem to have a hard time communicating that with practice, they too can do what I do.

Despite these challenges, there has definitely been improvement from the first day. In the very first class, the girls were unsure even how to go about drawing their hands (some tried stealthily to simply trace their hands on their papers). Even if it is difficult for them to translate what they see to what they draw, the girls who have been coming regularly to class do seem to now at least be able to recognize the shapes and lines they see. The girls are also trying very hard. I assign homework every day, and most students actually do complete the assignments each day. In fact, my favorite part of class is collecting and reviewing their homework.

The art classes are good even for my development. I’ve had to overcome my own anxieties about teaching (I had never taught art before, even in English) and constantly think of new ways to communicate and get around the language barrier. For instance, when I was teaching about shading and values, I learned the Hindi words for dark and light (gera and fica, respectively), which I constantly mixed up and started fits of giggles among the girls. Art class has also been a place of intercultural contact and exchange, where I can really interact with Indian girls. I have been learning a lot, and the relationships I’m beginning to develop mean a lot to me.

Perhaps one of the biggest personal lessons I have been learning through teaching is adapting and being resourceful. It is through teaching that I come to fully understand that I am indeed in India and not America, and things are different. Not better or worse, but different. No, there isn’t a table on which the girls can draw, but they have been learning to draw with books propped on their laps. No, there aren’t charcoal or soft ebony pencils, but there are pencils. Things don’t have to be perfect. Everything is a process, and even if the girls don’t become Van Goghs or Vermeers, that’s ok. If I can just communicate to the girls that they are beautiful, wonderful people, and they can create beautiful, wonderful things, I will have achieved what I aspired for at the beginning of these classes. I don’t think I have achieved it yet, but it’s a process.

Some interesting reports by Ms. Becky Moyce.
DALIT BOYS CLASS

I was originally drawn to volunteering with the Sambhali Trust because of it’s emphasis on women’s rights and female empowerment but when I was approached with the idea of extending my photography workshops to the Dalit boys as well as the girls it made perfect sense to me and I was really excited about being involved in such an initiative. Social change can not come about unless a broad section of the society is educated regardless of gender, caste, colour or creed. In order to improve life for the women of the Dalit community their men must also be made aware of the issues facing them and how best to deal with these.

I fully believe that it is essential to reach as many young Dalits as possible to spread the message of hope and empowerment and to illustrate to the community as a whole what steps can be taken to improve their situation. Many of the boys we registered for the boys workshops are the brothers and sons of the girls and women who presently participate in the women’s empowerment project who we approached to be involved in this exercise.

For the Harijan boys learning photography has been a great boost to their self esteem and confidence and during these workshops I have taken the opportunity to teach the boys some basic English and also to discuss with them some very important issues in their community such as Dalit rights, basic health and hygiene, AIDS and STD awareness and how talked to them not only about how such subjects affect them but also how the women in their society are affected by these things.

There are approximately 15 boys in taking part in the workshops and I began by introducing them to photography in the same way as I had done with the girls, discussing the different uses of photography in the media, in portrait and wedding pictures, id cards and even satellite and ariel photography used for maps. To get to know them a bit better I asked them to tell me what kinds of things they would like to photograph and their responses were very varied from photographing scenery, buildings and architecture to models, Children and animals. One of the boys said models ‘I want to photograph my memories’ and another said ‘I want to photograph sad things.’ This exercise told me that we had a group of very intelligent and passionate young men and I was really looking forward to teaching them.

To introduce the boys to looking at and interpreting images I showed them a collection of different images and asked them to decide for each one if they thought it was a good or a bad picture and what it was they liked or disliked about it. They really seemed to like the contemporary and more abstract images or pictures with movement in and they were very keen to know how different affects were achieved asking quite technical questions about the images and showing a genuine curiosity about the subject. Over the next few lessons we moved on to discuss the various different techniques that can be used to produce great photography. We looked at things like perspective, shooting from different angles, focus, background, colour and composition using magazines, newspapers and even the pictures and posters dotted around the walls of the classroom to illustrate the different methods as we discussed them.

The boys really enjoyed looking through magazines and were really animated when talking about the pictures they liked. They were quickly able to identify the various techniques that had been used to produce a certain affect and began to understand the processes of good picture taking. They had lots of good questions and asked ‘how will I know what colours will work well together?’ to which we responded and ‘can I take pictures of anybody?’ This question was particularly interesting because there is often a lot of controversy about photographers versus subject’s rights and it is true that some people take great offence to being snapped and this is something that all photographers must take into consideration when out and about.

Once I was confident that they understood the theory I handed out some basic film cameras and showed them how these operated and how to load and rewind film. The first brief they had was to shoot pictures that represented their lives and so off they went photographing friends, family, homes, pets, places they work and their favourite things.

With Govinds help I used the next two lessons to teach a class on health and hygiene and sexual health. These issues are prominent amongst Dalit people and having the right information on such matters helps these boys to increase their chances of them and their families staying healthy. The boys were a little nervous at first talking about sex and STD’s especially with a female teacher present but once they relaxed they showed remarkable maturity. There were of inevitably a few jokes and giggles as we showed them the diagrams of the male and female organs and discussed what sex is but they all paid very careful attention and it seemed as though most of them had not realised what was involved in the reproductive process up until now. They were learning for the first time about some very important facts of life that they would not otherwise have access to and I was actually very surprised when we asked the boys ‘Do you know what AIDS is?’ and none of them could answer. A positive point is that all the boys were aware that they should use condoms for protection and where they would be able to get hold of these however they were unable to define why they needed to use protection or exactly what they were being protected from.

These lessons in particular were extremely valuable. Not only did they provide an arena to discuss topics that the boys would be unlikely to discuss elsewhere, let alone get accurate information on but in fact the boys actually became more assertive and involved whilst talking about such a sensitive subjected. In fact they commented that they had never imagined they would ever learn such things especially not with a western woman teaching them and they said they felt much more confident about something that had previously been a mystery to them One very important strength of these classes was that it also gave us an opportunity to cover the issues of sexual abuse and harassment which are grievances regularly suffered and accepted by many Dalit women. Explaining to them what qualifies as rape and as harassment and that a woman must be treated with respect and be happy to receive a mans affections is something very important that these men need to understand, having been brought up to believe in the male command of women.

As the photography workshops progressed we began to look at the pictures the students were producing and critique them, discussing which ones stood out as being particularly good and things they could try and incorporate to improve on some of the poorer images. These lessons were great fun and the standard of photography was extremely varied. However there is always a great deal of excitement when you see a photograph you have taken in print and the point at which you can actually hold your end result in your hand is a great buzz. The students really enjoyed seeing the fruits of their labour and enjoyed comparing what they had come up with to what their classmates had produced. These lessons really helped the boys to bond with each other, increasing their confidence and developing their self esteem. Their next assignment was to go out and create some cityscapes, capturing the sights and the people of Jodhpur city.

The results they came back with were still very varied but on the whole quite promising. It was clear that they had taken on some of the constructive criticism from the first batch of images and that they were thinking more about what they were photographing before firing the shutter. We continued to review and critique their images and the boys continued to practice on a theme they seemed to enjoy, their home city.

This week I had also put aside some lesson time, this time to talk to the boys about Dalit Rights and make them aware of the laws that have been put in place to protect them from discrimination and abuse simply because of their caste. For me these lessons were the most difficult but also the most beneficial to the boys. I found it extremely hard listening to some of the abuses and torments these boys have suffered personally because I know their characters and they are all good hearted, creative and for the most part intelligent people. It makes my stomach churn to listen to them talk about the way that they have been treated like animals at times because of the caste system and tradition. When we asked the boys what are Dalits, MahiPal responded ‘Dalits are a backward caste. We were put into one class and given bad tasks to do and that is what became Dalits’. Like the girls, these boys do not seem bitter about their burdens and have grown to expect a certain amount of mistreatment because that is the way it is. After some of the things they told me I would expect them all to have huge chips on their shoulders but they are far from resentful and instead are simply melancholy and accepting of their suffering. Some of their experiences included being forbidden to eat with other staff and from using plates to eat from in their places of work, being bullied at school by students and teachers alike – one of our boys had attended a boarding school where out of over 400 students only 5 belonged to the Dalit . He suffered daily harassment whereby his clothes and personal belongings were repeatedly thrown out of the window. When he complained to the school they ignored him. To my horror each and every single boy in that class had been physically or mentally abused in some way, often both just because they are Harijan people. They were really passionate during these classes and I am delighted that we could talk to them about their human rights and help them to understand how the Dalit rights laws must be used to fight for justice against prejudice and encourage them to stand up for their right to equality in this difficult social climate.

Going back to the photography lessons the boys continued to impress with some of their shots. They produced a really good photographic description of Jodhpur and although some of them were still getting to grips with the theory, the majority were simply fine tuning and what’s even better is that the stronger students were now coaching and encouraging the weaker ones. We spent the next few lessons using digital cameras to hone their techniques. Each lesson I would ask them to shoot portraits or group shots and for one of the digital lessons they went out on location to the clock tower to work on the cityscapes again. These lessons gave them some valuable practice both in shooting pictures and also in assessing the quality of an image. Unfortunately due to the lack of digital cameras and the need to share there was one nasty incident whereby the boys had gotten hold of the girls pictures and deleted them on more than one occasion. The girls were extremely upset by this and retaliated by deleting some of the boys pictures. I advised the boys that as they had persisted in ignoring my request not to delete other peoples pictures they would be restricted to using the basic film cameras. Whilst this was obviously not ideal and caused a great deal of commotion it did teach the students a valuable lesson in sharing equipment and respecting the work of others.

Now as we look towards the end of the workshops there is great anticipation regarding the exhibition next week. Tamana and I have been working very hard to try and secure an impressive venue for the exhibition. This has proved to be far more difficult than anticipated and has opened my eyes to a level of official corruption that I had not imagined could exist. I spent some time last week looking for a place to hold the exhibition and had secured a venue at an agreed price of 500 rupees for the day. When Tamana and I then returned with a deposit we were told that we could not have the venue as it was otherwise hired by the local District magistrate. We went to see the collector and waited for 4 hours to obtain an N.O.C from his office which would permit us to use the hall but when we presented our N.O.C to the auditorium we were advised that if we still wanted to hire the hall the price had increased to 3500 rupees for the day… a massive 600% rise and the poor explanation that the price had gone up since we originally booked and there was nothing that could be done about it. I found this behaviour utterly disgraceful and especially because the use of the venue is for an NGO, it is not for a corporate company that can afford last minute bribes.

Now we have the challenging task of finding an alternative venue, printing up all the pictures and securing a local official to judge our photo competition in just two days. I am confident we will do it because we have to do it for the children who have worked so hard and come so far over the last few weeks. I am really looking forward to seeing their work on display and I am very proud of them.

Photography workshop with Jodhpur project participant

Photography workshop for Sambhali girls

As I had never met the students before I arrived I wasn’t sure what level of understanding to expect from them or how much of a problem the language barrier could be and so I began the workshops with very basic lessons. At first we talked about what photography is and how it is is used, I explained to them how pictures are made and we discussed the various different places that we see photographs being used. We looked at newspapers, magazines, books and advertisements as well as at wedding pictures, portraits, and passport pictures and drivers licenses. Most of the girls associated photography with fashion and advertising talking about makeup, jewellery photography as well as weddings and when I asked them what kinds of things they would like to photograph many of them said they would enjoy taking pictures of fashion items such as saris, make up and jewellery whilst a few girls were more interested in taking pictures of weddings, children or wildlife… in particular tigers!

So once the girls had an understanding of the purpose of photography we moved on to learning about how to read pictures. For the next lesson we looked at a collection of different images and I asked the girls to decide whether they thought each picture was a good or a bad photo and put the pictures into two different groups. At first the girls were a little bit hesitant of being critical and they tended to base their opinions on the majority attitude and just going along with the general consensus but then as the discussion progressed they became more open and independent and began debating with each other about different aspects of the pictures and why they liked or disliked them. The point of this exercise was to get them to understand that photography is objective and there is no right or wrong answer, only personal interpretation.

After spending a few hours talking about photography and looking at pictures I tried to talk to the girls about some of the important elements of photography, we disused things like eye contact, focus and perspective and played a game where they looked at each other from a birds eye and then a bugs eye viewpoint. To practice using some of these techniques we cut out some paper frames and the girls used these to see how changing composition and viewing from different angles and distances could change the way you see a subject. They seemed to really enjoy these exercises and began to understand how different approaches to a subject can make it look very different.

After hammering the theory into them I thought it was about time they put some of this into practice and so I handed out the cameras for the first time. The buzz of excitement was promising and they passed the cameras around, studying them intently and asking lots of questions about how they use them. Their work over the next few days was to shoot 4 images per person per day of their homes, their families and their surroundings practicing all the things we had talked about. Over the next few days the girls showed great initiative, one group managed to obtain free access to the local museum to photograph some animals and archaeological pieces whilst another group used saris and brightly coloured materials they found at home to create dramatic backgrounds for portraits. I was very excited to see the results and when they came back these were quite varied and for a first attempt not bad. The girls were thrilled to see the product of their hard work and as we looked over their first shots we identified which were the strongest images and discussed how they could improve on some of the weaker ones.

For the next lesson then spent some more time looking at pictures from magazines. We looked at advertising images with the text covered up and I asked them to guess what they thought each picture was advertising. They enjoyed this and guessed correctly in the end for most of the shots but there were a few abstract or more subtle images that made them really think about what the image was doing and we talked about how the media uses lifestyle imagery to sell and to influence. After this exercise I asked the girls each to choose their favourite image from a selection of magazines ands to explain to me what it was that they liked about it. Their choices were really varied, some of them choosing fashion or advertising shots with others choosing pictures of children or wildlife and a few landscapes. Funnily enough none of the girls picked a picture from the professional photography magazine which is filled with award winning images and images used to visualise photographic theory and technique. It is interesting how the girls preferred the more common or glamorous mass produced media images.

Over the next few lessons we used the digital cameras for the girls to practice their techniques and review their work whilst taking the film cameras home with them to produce work for their exhibition. This gave the girls valuable practice with both capturing and interpreting images. I asked them to look at their own images and only keep their best four, deleting the others accordingly. At first they lacked the confidence to distinguish between the stronger and the poorer images however the more they practised the quicker and easier their judgement became. Unfortunately they had a bit of a blow when some of the students from the boys workshops got hold of the girls pictures and deleted them. This happened several times and the last time it happened I was furious because some of the deleted images had been really strong and perfect for the exhibition at the end of the workshops. The girls who lost their pictures really were in despair and I personally felt quite awful because I have been in that position where you lose your best shots and it really is gut wrenching, they had worked so hard and gone all over the place working on these images. The only thing I could do was to forbid the boys from using the digital cameras, this slightly appeased the girls and taught the boys an important lesson in respecting other peoples properties but I can’t help but feel that the girls affected found it hard to muster up the same level of enthusiasm as they had before and I felt that I had let them down.

Nevertheless we ploughed on with the classes and now we are at the stage where we are selecting the final prints for the exhibition. Organising the exhibition has proved to be far more difficult than anticipated and has opened my eyes to a level of official corruption that I had not imagined could exist. I spent some time last week looking for a place to hold the exhibition and had secured a venue at an agreed price of 500 rupees for the day. When Tamana and I then returned with a deposit we were told that we could not have the venue as it was otherwise hired by the local collector. We went to see the collector and waited for 4 hours to obtain an N.O.C from his office which would permit us to use the hall but when we presented our N.O.C to the auditorium we were advised that if we still wanted to hire the hall the price had increased to 3500 rupees for the day… a whopping 600% rise and the poor explanation that the price had gone up since we originally booked and there was nothing that could be done about it. I found this behaviour utterly disgraceful and especially because the use of the venue is for an NGO, it is not for a corporate company that can afford last minute bribes.

Now we have the challenging task of finding an alternative venue, printing up all the pictures and securing a local official to judge our photo competition in just two days. I am confident we will do it because we have to do it for the children who have worked so hard and come so far over the last few weeks. I am really looking forward to seeing their work on display and I am very proud of them.

Final Impression by Ms.Becky Moyce

So I have come to the end of my time here in Jodhpur and my work with the Sambhali Trust. The last few weeks seem to have passed so quickly and in this short time I have learned not only what a tragic struggle it is for some of the students I have taught to be accepted and treated equally in Rajasthani society but also that the politics here makes it extremely difficult for NGO’s such as Sambhali to flourish. When I agreed to organise a photography exhibition to promote the work of the Trust and display the fantastic work of the students from my photography workshop I had little idea how challenge a task this would be. Faced with long daily power cuts it has been difficult to complete even basic administration involved in organising an event, such as writing letters, reports and press releases and there was an extraordinary delay in our picture printing which was also put down to the power failures.

In addition to this we found it hard to secure a suitable venue for the exhibition, first securing a booking for a reasonable fee and then being told at the last minute that we couldn’t have it unless we paid 6 times the original price agreed. To me this news seemed to stink of bribery and corruption I could not believe that authority officials would behave like this, especially in light of the fact that the rental costs were being covered by an NGO but I have learned that this is India and anything can happen. In the end we found a great venue which was a little more expensive but after much begging and pleading it was clear that very few people are willing to support charity work here if it means losing money. Understandable I guess but quite sad too. It was also our ambition to secure a local government official to inaugurate the exhibition, Tamanna and I spent many hours at the High Court meeting with various people but they unfortunately they were all too busy to come and show their support for this venture.

Regardless of the many obstacles we faced the exhibition went ahead today and in fact transpired to be a great success. We were a little late starting but the photography work the students had produced was of such high quality and so impressive that this didn’t matter. We managed to persuade Mr.Shiva a local well known photographer to come and judge which would be the winning photo’s and he was very impressed with the work that the students had produced which was a great boost for their self esteem and a wonderful way to end the workshops I have been doing with them. We then experienced some fantastic luck when members of a local photography club turned up and were so wowed with the ability of the students after only 20 days in the workshops that they requested to award their own prizes for a 1^st, 2^nd and 3^rd place. This was incredible because now we had not only two winners but 5 awards and endorsements from several experts in photography, the girls were thrilled.

The photography club members were so impressed with the students work that they have also offered to deliver some further, in depth workshops to the participants after I have left to continue the work I have been doing with them. This is more than I could ever have hoped for the people I have been teaching and I am so proud of them I really can’t put it into words, I am so happy.

I have thoroughly enjoyed my stay here and my only complaint is that four weeks is not long enough, there is so much good work that can be done here and I would love to come back and do more with this organisation. I will definitely stay in touch and continue to support Sambhali Trust when I return to England, the people here are so friendly and the great family atmosphere makes it a wonderful place to live and work.

Monica being interviewed by ETV Rajasthan news channel.

Some pictures taken by our photography participants

May 8th 2009 Sambhali Reports!!

Ms.Adriana's Final Impression , Setrawa Project

Final Impression Report

In the six weeks that I spent volunteering at Sambhali Trust, I grew to know the culture and especially the girls of Setrawa. Being in Setrawa could be trying at times, but the benefits and experience that I gained far outweighed those trying times. While you are removed from the Jodhpur office the amount of support that I received from everyone in the “big city” was an enormous help. If circumstances would have been different in my own life, I know that I would have opted to stay in Setrawa for a much longer time.

Before going to Setrawa most everyone in Jodhpur told me how sweet and open the girls were. I really had no idea of how involved in the project most girls were until I arrived in Setrawa. Unlike in Jodhpur you spend most of your day with the girls. This was even more so for me, as I was placed into a home stay with Usha, the local teacher’s family.

At first I was a bit apprehensive about staying with a home stay, as I had never really staying in anything of the sort, but I figured that being with a family was better than ever having to feel lonely. Usha’s family was very nice, and did everything in their power to help me feel at home. There were some issues that were, at first, difficult to deal with, but with time I grew more accustomed to the routine and began to feel at home.

One of the biggest issues that I had to deal with was the complete lack of personal space. I was given my own room, which turned out to be the family’s pooja room, and storage space area. The family in fact intended, and tried their hardest to give me privacy, but Indian standards of privacy are no where near those that we have in the western world. While I had a room, and a bed I slept with the family on the roof of the house. On any given night it wasn’t just my family that would sleep on the roof; it was also pretty much everyone else, meaning that there were whole families sleeping all around us. At first this was a little strange, but again I grew used to it.

Indian’s personal space boundaries are something that also begins to mingle with their noise level. The family usually woke up at around 6:30 every morning. Since I slept alongside of them I usually started to wake up when I heard them moving around or with the constant cries of dogs and peacocks. If all of that didn’t wake me up then the family’s calls to one another did. Every morning I was sure to hear “Eh Usha!” or “Eh Usha Mami!”. So I learned to wake up early, which in a way was better because the temperatures became almost unbearable well before noon.

After waking and taking a shower Usha and I would begin to walk to Sambhali School at around 11 o’clock for the morning sewing class. We would make it about twenty meters before hoards of Sambhali students would start walking along with us. The sewing class was one of my favorite parts of working with Sambhali because you got a chance to really get to know the girls. While Usha and the older girls would work on sewing the small girls and I would be working on various arts and crafts. The arts and crafts ranged from coloring and painting, to making greeting cards.

After the sewing class Usha and I would walk back to her house where we would eat lunch. Usha and her mother are both very good cooks, and you get a chance to see what traditional Indians eat. Lunch and dinner usually consisted of one or two vegetables, with about four or five chapattis. Because Setrawa was so hot during the months that I was there, we usually tended to take a nap during the afternoon, in order to beat the heat. Then at around five o’clock we would once again make our way over to the Sambhali School.

The five o’clock class is the large class of the girls, and on most days about twenty to thirty girls come. In these classes we would divide the girls into two groups; the big girls, and the small girls. This division was worked out due to their level of English. The small girls learned really basic things like body parts, and colors, while the big girls began learning how to conjugate simple verbs. Every Thursday we would have a test in the big girl’s class. This was something that the girls asked me to do with them. They really enjoy getting graded, and they managed to turn it into a fun competition.

All of the girls in Setrawa, and every other villager that I came into contact with, are really happy to have Sambhali in Setrawa. Because of Setrawa’s small size, and lack of foreigners everyone knows who you are right away. You’ll find that if you go to Setrawa on the bus people will almost instantaneously start directing you towards the school. Its small things like this that shows how eager and helpful the people of Setrawa are.

Living and teaching in Setrawa was one of the most valuable experiences that I have had in my life. The girls make you feel right at home, and let it known that they are grateful for your help. While it is trying to stay in Setrawa as the only foreigner, you never feel lonely because you are always in the presence of others. I am very grateful to Usha’s family for helping me in my stay in Setrawa. I would return to help out in Setrawa for a longer period without hesitation. Living and working with this group of wonderful rural Indians is something that the next volunteer should definitely look forward too, and that I will surely miss.

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Ms.Becky Moyce

Oxford,UK

For Jodhpur Project from 25th of April till 20th of May

Blog:- http://halftaffmoycey.wordpress.com/

It is the end of my first week of volunteering with the Sambhali trust and I feel as though I have already seen more wonderful and interesting things here in one week than I have seen in the past few years before. When I first arrived in Delhi I was completely overwhelmed by the cultural differences and the heat, everything seemed so strange to me and I felt like I had landed on another planet. Delhi with it’s sprawling population, impenetrable traffic and extensive slums was quite oppressive and so getting off the train at Jodphur into a much calmer and less chaotic environment was a relief. I immediately knew that I would like this city, whilst it is still a busy and lively, colourful urban hub it has none of the hostility of a huge place like Delhi, people here seemed immediately much more friendly towards me.

This feeling was multiplied when I arrived at Durag Niwas guest house and met the family I would be working for and staying with. These guys made me feel really welcome and it is clear that they will go out of their way to make the volunteers experience here a good one, helping me to arrange bus tickets, change money, get my mobile phone sorted and such like. I don’t think I could have found a better place to stay in Rajasthan, the atmosphere here is so calming and after a trip into the busy city it is nice to come back to such a comfortable and tranquil environment.

Teaching children is a new thing for me and I have really enjoyed meeting the participants of both the Sambhali Trust's projects, the photography workshops I came here to deliver to the girls are proving to be a hit and everyone seems to be enjoying them. I had read before I came here about the struggles these girls endure but it is only after meeting and working with them that I am truly beginning to understand how difficult life is for these girls and for their families in the dalit community. The dalits are treated as second class citizens, not only are they looked down upon by society but their lives are actually physically restricted as there are certain areas they are forbidden to go to and various jobs that they would not be allowed to pursue. The community lacks education, health care and most of all self esteem, things that I have always taken for granted in my life and I am so impressed with the work Sambhali is doing with these people, equipping them with skills and training to attain better careers, and providing them with the support and encouragement they need to develop the hope and confidence that will help them to improve their situations.

An idea was brought up that we extend the photography workshops to some of the girls brothers in the community, whilst women in the dalit community suffer the double prejudice of both their caste and their gender, there is no hope of improving things for them if the men ion their community remain unskilled and uneducated. I was surprised at how many boys were keen to take part in the workshops and how much they enjoy just coming and being part of a group where they can talk about things they would never normally discuss. In order to get the most from these workshops for the boys we have incorporated discussions about Dalit rights and health and hygiene, including sexual health and the guys are receiving some very important information such as the laws which protect dalits from discrimination and myths around STD’s (sexually transmitted diseases) that they it is clear they had no idea about previously. I have visited some of the boys families, I could not believe the poverty I saw and I am so glad that I have been able to help them in some way, even if it is just a tiny bit… as Govind says ‘Even a tiny drop leaves a stain’ and I think that is important to remember when reaching out to people like this.

I cannot choose one word that would describe my first week here, there are so many which that spring to mind… eventful, happy, successful, busy, inspired, shocked, tired and amazed. All I can say is that I am very happy to be here and I am looking forward very much to the next few weeks and to making a difference.

3rd May 2009 - Sambhali news and new ideas

A few things happened this beginning of May that I would like to share with you as pictures and personal thoughts.
Literacy project:- Children from the Literacy project have to be sent to school again this year, did not find enough sponsors. I must congratulate all who sponsored our kids last year because they have all passed their final examinations with good numbers. We will change Bharati for a better school near her home if possible, most probably in the same school where my son Ayush goes to.
Bharati has come first in her class and has been given a certificate for her achievement from the school.

Jodhpur Project:- Ms. Eliane left after volunteering with us for three months.

Ms. Adriana left from Setrawa project after volunteering with us for a month (our first volunteer to live with a local family [host family] in the village). It is getting hotter day by day, Setrawa village project has one month off and will restart again from the 1st of June.

In Jodhpur we have a new volunteer, Ms. Becky Moyce, who is doing a photography workshop and also taking care of the new workshop related to the Dalit boys and Dalit women sex workers.
Some thoughts I would like to share with you:

Working with Dalit sex workers and idea for LGBT(lesbian,Gay,Bisexual and transgenders) people
Sambhali Trust has wide aims and objectives, but looking at the need of people around us, we are working on 3 projects right now:
1) Empowerment of Dalit women in Jodhpur
2) Setrawa village project
3) Literacy project (both in Jodhpur and Setrawa village)
For more information on AIMS of Sambhali Trust please check our website.
One day Smita, a friend of mine, and I went to a fair in Jodhpur, here we were just walking around, doing some shopping and then Smita remembered of coming in this area before to meet some female sex workers. Smita is working with some organization dealing with sex workers, these people are Dalit and they are the care takers of crematoriums situated in this area (this area is cremation site for many communities). I was horrified with this fact because I am scared of both death and sickness.
But I was pleased to hear that some other NGO is working with them on issues related to sex, health and hygiene. There were condom boxes outside the women’s homes where people could take condoms for free (I have heard of such boxes but have never seen one).

I have been to this area two times before on the cremation ceremony of both my father and grand father. I was not very comfortable emotionally because I was missing them both very much and here I saw my father and grand father for the last time, but I had to visit this fair before it disappears in a few years time.
The Kaga (Sheetla Mata Fair) is one of the very interesting, oriental fairs remaining of developing Jodhpur today (some special ceremonial days of the fair is not friendly towards foreign visitors or women).
I always had one soft corner in my heart to work with the people who are forced into sex working or people related to GLBT, especially in places like Jodhpur (conservative) these communities have very difficult lives and there is no one who wants to hear them, understand them or wants to know them. I always wondered if I could help them create a network where they can speak about themselves, their problems, the difficulties they face in everyday’s life and that they are not alone, there are many who face such problems like them in their daily life and so all with the same problems could stand up together. I had one problem that I don’t want to make our projects bigger which then leads out of control and we are also very limited to resources. Right now we are working on and cannot stop the Literacy project, Jodhpur Empowerment of women from the Dalit community project and Setrawa village project, but I somehow figured out that without much of a problem and spending resources we could still conduct some interesting workshops with the help of our volunteers for the Dalit women sex workers and maybe the GLBT people in Jodhpur related to HIV/AIDS and Self-Esteem.
I have been in a meeting this week on the 30th of April, where Ms. Becky Moyce, Tamannah and I went to the sex workers' home and met with some of the women there and our meeting turned into that we take some of their daughters (Dalit) into the Jodhpur empowerment project. They don’t want their daughters to come into the same trade and some even wanted to send them to boarding schools. I spoke to Veerni project in Jodhpur who take girls for boarding (free), they said they give priority to girls from villages, so we had to cancel the idea of boarding school but I said the Sambhali doors are open for them and they can come for the sewing class and the other workshops we do for the girls in the project. This would help them build up their self-esteem, they can become united and can develop their independence.
The women wanted their sons to come to the photography workshop and therefore some are attending the workshop and are taking much interest in their personality development. I hope I will be able to do something for these women or members of their families.
I will also try and conduct a workshop on HIV/AIDS for the GLBT people sometimes this month and I would like to keep a meeting for them once a month if possible, where they can come and talk about themselves and discuss their problems.
Please wish me luck for the two programs that Sambhali can provide now and then to these people in need at safe, clean and secure workshops.

Working with the Dalit boys
(brothers/sons of the Jodhpur project participants and the sons of the Dalit sex workers)
While working with the women and girls from the empowerment project in Jodhpur for some time now, I was always wondering about the men in their families. I thought with a little effort we could do a little difference in their lives and having in my mind that any tiny drop leaves stain, therefore I thought by finding out a way to approach these men by doing a little workshop we could make some change.
Men in the Dalit community should know what we are, what we do and the safe environment that we provide to their mothers, sisters and daughters.

Whenever I came across women with issue, most of it involved their men, whether they were sons, brothers or fathers, and I was always requested to go and speak to the men creating troubles. It was these men who would stop sending the girls to the project, scared of us, thinking of what we were teaching that was making girls strong inside outside. One application came from Ms. Becky Moyce from the UK to volunteer with us, where she wanted to conduct photography lessons for our girls and also by handing out cameras, so that the girls could build their self esteem by making pictures they wanted. I thought this could be something that the family men of our Jodhpur project participants would like to do also. I asked the Jodhpur project participants that from the 27th of April we will conduct a photography workshop for boys related to them from 6.00pm till 7.00pm. We have about 21 boys now, Meera’s sons, Saraswati’s sons, Monica’s brother and so on.
We have in between decided to take workshops related to HIV/AIDS (none of them knew what it was), and Dalit rights (none of them knew some rights for Dalit people existed).
The photography workshop has been quite a success, we have given a lot of other information to these boys on sex/health/basic general knowledge for day to day life. I was told by one of them that most of these boys cannot believe some information, such as we gave, related to life existed or if someone will ever talk to them about it. We were able to bring the boys out of the many myths they had related to health, hygiene and sexual behaviors.
The workshop for the boys will last till 18th of May when we will do an exhibition and display pictures taken by boys and girls who participated in the photography workshop of Ms. Moyce. We will also prize the best male and female photographer of Sambhali.
Our Sambhali workshop boys' age range from 14 to 23 years and none of them go to school, some have a little or no education, all work for living.
I asked them to bring me a letter, one page each, to give me background on their life, it is shocking, sad and unbelievable what they went and go through.